#dude i haven't posted in forever fr

[theravenkin]

y'all can we get something fucking straight?? andrew is chubby. he is. he's a stocky, short, very strong man. he is chubby. he does not have abs both because his body is not able to do that and because he does not give a fuck whether or not he has abs. he is not shredded. he is not cigarette boy skinny. he is solid and cuddly and squishy and it gives neil butterflies every time he lays eyes on him.

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rewatching the original star wars trilogy at the moment but i had to pause halfway through TESB because i think i'm one of the few people on earth that just cannot stand han solo's fuckboy attitude and gets super annoyed and disgusted with it idk it's not sexy to me, it just makes me feel icky. ANYWAY will be giving notes on those films when i've watched them all but i rewatched rogue one because it's my favourite star wars film and i'm an exhausted, tear stained mess rn enjoy these ramblings - spoilers under the cut

i love this film so much, could go on about it for ages and ages tbh but that would be a crazy long post even for my standards, so my biggest takeaways are that it's honestly the best looking film from all of the star wars movies we've got that i've seen (i haven't seen solo yet but i'm not really interested in it tbh but if people think i should see it maybe i will). the music is phenomenal, the visuals are stunning, the casting is spot on, and the storyline is cohesive. brava fr on this one

i was so into the first half i legit didn't really make notes so that's what you get for like the first half of the film lmao i was just too glued to the screen

i am so in love with this group of people, i think they're the most dynamic of all the groups we see

i haven't seen andor yet but you bet your ass i'm gonna after this because i forgot how much i love cassian - diego luna is fantastic

cassian and jyn <3 also K2 i love you

baze, chirrut and bohdi also just fill me up with joy this whole crew is *chef's kiss*

when baze calls jyn little sister 😭

the pure joy on literally every single rebel's face when they fly in and start shooting the AT-AT's is enough to send me into a fit of laughter and tears 😭 🙌

star wars ships designs are so unique and awesome i love them

K dying had me crying it always gets me

chirrut 💕

CHIRRUT 😭

general raddus is such a g oh my god

baze, you mean so much to me

that hammerhead corvette is so powerful what

jyn and cassian are like, yeah they're, they mean a lot to me, their relationship means a lot to me, i'm fine

lies i'm literally sobbing at this point and can no longer type

had to come back eventually just to write that i'm forever grateful they hugged at the end because they could have done a cheap kiss shot but they didn't and i love and appreciate gareth edwards for this + vader's entrance is fucking astounding

this is genuinely the only star wars film that always makes me cry because i care so much for all the characters and they all fucking DIE - the skywalker saga doesn't have this level of stakes in the fact that we know they all survive at the end of the day, but this movie literally isn't like that, they all die for the cause and it's fucking heartbreaking and powerful and it wasn't for nothing!!!! 10/10 fr imo, i need a fat glass of cold water now because i'm a total wreck dudes like i am this emoji 😭 rn no lie (i cry laughed through writing this final bit because damn dude y'all should see me i don't get this emotional for movies that often but i'm a complete mess and my throat hurts)

[aplacefordreaming24]

Vent below </3 Sorry I haven't been so positive guys.

Not making any big claims yet but. Think I am slowly becoming iffy sharing/nonsharing with Ted (not including the Ted selfshippers I'm moots with, whether we only mooted today or forever ago, y'all chill, I trust y'all). Will figure this out more tomorrow when I actually sleep but. Idk how to describe it.

I know it's part of an underlying issue involving my mental health in general but rn I don't have the means to solve those issues </3 Ted is kinda the main comfort I'm relying on rn and seeing others with him (Once again, does not include my moots) is like. Destroying me.

It's a me problem and not a them problem and I wish Tumblr/Pinterest would fix the blocking system so I just never saw them ever but like. Hck. Idk. That's just now how their system works ig sooo. Catch me crying ig.

This feels so stupid. It feels so stupid to cry over him, because he's fictional, he's not even real, and I should not take it this seriously. He's like, just a dolly anyone can pick up and play with and sharing is caring blah blah blah. I don't feel this way when it comes to my moots (This is def obvi with one of them, you know who you are dude and you're my mvp fr), but anyone else?? Anyone I don't know, or any canon ships with him? Ugh. I feel physically ill. I don't even care if people ship him with like, anyone else, unless it's one of my moots, I don't wanna see it rn yk?

Maybe it'll change and I'll feel okay to share again once my mental health is back to normal but like. For now though. Idk. I don't wanna think of the possibilities.

Is this a sign from the universe that he just doesn't like me too? That I'm just,, idk, unlikeable, even to fictional characters? Yeah probably.

I think that's why seeing it hurts the most. I wish he liked me. But like, if I'm honest with myself? Yeah. I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't. Call that wishful thinking to selfship with someone who hates you hahaha <///3

Sorry. I don't mean to be self-pitying or "woe is me" about all of this. I know I've been posting a lot of this lately. It's sucky in a place meant to be generally positive and supportive of everyone that isn't, yk. Yk. But like. I don't really know how to go about this. I've never dealt with these kinds of feelings before, at least not for a fictional character outside of my own OCs. I don't know anyone I could safely turn to to ask about this. So it's all just been bubbling up for the past week, maybe longer, I lost track of time.

If you bothered to read this, thank you. I'll try and keep this kind of thing off the blog. Sorry.

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Harold or mk for the character ask game

Fuck it! why not both!

Harold:

Gender HC: uhhh transfem!!!! or bigender they're both neato

Sexuality HC: aroace because i love projection. That or girl lover

Ship you have with the character: I don't really have any lmaooo i guess dunhar's fun and lesharold could be cute if canon wasn't canon

BROTP: HBOMBS!!!! HBOMBS FOR LIFE!!!

NOTP: lowkey canon lesharold. Just have a conversation with her dude

Random Headcanon: He loooooves Splatoon so fucking much. She mains aerospray. She tries to get everyone she knows into the game. He sucks at it. She knows all of the lore. He talks with Heather in one of the in-game deciphered scripts for gossiping purposes

General Opinion: LOVE HIM HEHEHE

He's funny to me in canon (outside of. you know what) and i think he's just a fun character to play around with in my head. He should've won Action fr fr

MK:

Gender HC: NONBINARY FOREVER!

Sexuality HC: Lesbian!! Girl lover!! and probably on the aro spectrum!

Ship you have with the character: MKulia. Is that even a question

BROTP: Idk? I haven't thought about any of their relationships with the other cast members ngl. I guess them and Emma? Intertwined convinced me they'd be interesting

NOTP: None, actually!

Random Headcanon: They would soooo lie about their parents on purpose to the other campers i think. Actually this is funnier in the context of my older AU (that still has a post in the drafts rn!!!) where MK has too many parents TM and they were all previous Total Drama contestants so all their claims were real but because it's TD they're all completely insane

General Opinion: Ngl probably my favorite reboot character? She carried the second season of the reboot with Julia, and is just really fun in general!